The first 10people to comment will get a feature from me, and I will pick 3 deviations that I like the most from your gallery to showcase next to your avatar/username. In return, you must also create a feature journal with me as number 1 on the feature list with atleast 9 other people.
The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone. I hope you'll join in on the fun and possibly find some other favourites on the way.

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SO I have haven't submitted anything to DA in a long time. I have been busy with school, keeping my grades up, band, hanging with friends. I had a prom 2 weeks ago with a bunch of my old friends and i have another one next Saturday the 16th. I'm still a straight 'A' student, and still draw I just haven't had the chance to color anything or upload it to here. I'm working on that. So here is my to do list:

1. Draw Miss and submit her to
2. recruit teachers for we need 16 more. DONE!!!!!
3. work on art trade with
4. Draw pokemon from my pokemon list i never finished.
5. Draw pets for one of my groups
6. Work on my other group
7. Draw random stuff


So there you have it. My to do list. I will be working hard on it. Though my website comes before most of that and i want it to be up by the end of this month. It's almost done. So wish me the best of luck on that.

I've been infected.....WITH THE FEATURE PLAGUE!

Yes, and I'm spreading it to 10 lucky people, who'll have three of their deviations featured. The catch is that you also have to catch this plague and put it in your journal.

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That's what i have been doing. Living life happily.

On January 23, I started dating this really amazing guy. He came over to my house in an attempt to teach me about football. Most of what he said went in one ear and out the other. But that's ok. He has all next season to try and explain it to me. After that he has been coming over once during the school week, and then on one of the days on the weekend. He mainly comes over to my house but once we went over to my other grandparent's house. Everyone in my family over the age of 5 likes him. My friends like him a lot too. My little cousin Lexi (4) hates him, because he distracts me from her. My little cousin Chase (3) hates him because he is tall. (he's six and a half feet tall, and I'm five foot four). My cousin Sidney (6) adores him, and wants to take him over. He is very nice to them though, and to me. Yesterday (February 13) we celebrated valentines day. He came over and brought me orange roses, a bag of Almond Joys, and 2 bags of hot fries. Orange is my favorite color, roses are my favorite flowers, Almond Joys are my favorite Candy, and hot fries are my favorite chips. He had the candy in hot fries in a Victoria's Secret bag just to see the look on my face. I was just happy he came over. He also brought the first season of House (which is one of my favorite T.v. shows).

On February 3-5, I went to Troy Alabama for an honor band. I got second chair bassoon there in the Gold band. It rained everyday there and I had to invest in a pair of rain boots. It was also freezing cold there. Despite that I still had fun. I got a medal for participating. I also made some great friends, and found my another twin. So much fun. Someone there also mistook her for me which made everything better. It was a lot of fun.

On February 8, I had me district FBLA competition. I entered in the web design category. I had to create a job search site for high schoolers. I placed second there and I'm going to state. That will be held over spring break. I'm looking forward to it. I can't wait.

Today however I got candy for all my friends that I would see, and I sent wishes to all those I couldn't. All of my good friends at Tate except 1 isn't single anymore, which means no more hand holding for me. That makes me happy. My friends in exchange bought me monster energy drinks and gave me lost of candy and sugar all day long. Oh it has been a good day. I'm so happy for everyone and myself. Now that I have some free time I'm going to start drawing again. My boyfriends insists that I do.

Also for all of those I haven't gotten around to sending a message too yet Happy valentines day. You are never truly alone because you have great friends that care for you. I guarantee someone somewhere loves you and cares for you. So don't be a downer spread the love and joy. Be happy.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
No. It just feels weird

2. Do you sleep with socks on?
No. they come off

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
I don't mind either way as long as the other person doesn't move around or sleep right up under me.

4. Do you enjoy drama?
Not at all

5. Are you a girly-girl?
I'm inbetween

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
My cousins

7. Small or large purse?
small

8. Are you short?
I'm not short, but I'm not tall either

9. Do you like somebody?
Yup.

10. Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
No

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
depends

12. Do you think you're conceited?
sometimes

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Yes

14. Are you double jointed?
yup

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Under my friend's bed, and no it wasn't a bunk-bed

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
NO. Since I haven't been around band people it hasn't been smacked in about 2 months

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
I don't think so

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yes. i blame ROTC

19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
I don't know

20. Check of those that apply:

[ ] I do wear make up.
[x] I have cried in a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like death/grind/black metal.
[x] I like techno.
[x] I like country.
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[x] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[x] I've been called a bad influence.
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
purple and black

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
It doesn't matter

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
If a two year old boy counts then yes

4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
Just be them self

5. Do you have a best friend?
Yes. I have several

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
no

8. Do you like your life?
most of it

9. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boy/girl-friend from you?
yes

10. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
yes

11. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
girls

12. How long have you had a facebook?
Only a year

13. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
yes

14. What are your biggest fears?
I don't know

15. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes

16. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yes

17. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater?"
It depends

18. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Yeah

19. Do you ever wish you were famous?
A little bit I do

20. Are you currently missing someone?
Yes

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE

Cowboy or Gangster?
Cowboy

Preppy or Punk?
Punk

Face or Body?
body

Good cook or take you out a lot?
Cook

Sweet or sexy?
Sweet

Armani or Abercrombie?
Abercrombie

Contacts or glasses?
It depends really

So yeah just as the title says. I am now registered at my new school, and I have most of my classes I wanted. I had to choose between P.E. and band so of course I chose band. I thought I was going to get rid of it but I guess not. Oh well. Alls well that ends well right? Anyway in order to take some of my classes I now have to take French 2 online. So not only am I in the marching band which is going to take up a lot of time, my church orchestra, but now I'm also in French 2 that I have to have to graduate.

Also my grandmother is leaving soon, to go somewhere that may be able to make her better so I have to help my granddad care for all the animals, and keep my grades up and babysit some. So I will try to submit things and be on when I can. I know up until Christmas I might not have the chance to do much. I mean I'm part of "THE SHOW BAND OF THE SOUTH!!!!" and they do a lot of things. So just keep a look out for me, and keep my best interests in your heart. If you are religious pray for me please.

On a better note, one of my Aunts is 8 weeks pregnant. Isn't that awesome? I know I'm excited. That means I will have 4 cousins now. My oldest cousin is 6 and I'm 17 about to be 18 so there is quite an age differece between us. Oh well I love all those munchkins.

I guess that's it for the update. I hope to hear from some of you guys soon.

I will be livestreaming now. I'm going to make my portfolio layout, and maybe draw a little join us

Alright this is all the information for my character Miss for . If the info on this chart isn't on her character profile, or if Miss has not told you this info then your character does not know it.

Name: Goes by Miss (Real name Emilia Isabella Alteria)
Age: Looks 23 but is really over 3000
Job: Head Mistress to the School of Secrets
Family:
Koron- Husband of 3000 years
Atticus- Step son and father of her children
Gabriel- Son
Solomon- Son
Mariea- Daughter
Sir- Miss' brother and dead
Miss' Mom- Ghost

Relationships:
Koron- Husband
Atticus- Boy Toy #1
Colin- Boy Toy #2 and blood donor
Issac- Boy Toy #3 and drinking buddy

Bio:
Miss was born as a princess with her twin brother. She wasn't as loved as him because he was suppose to take over the throne. When they were 5 her brother died, her mother was in heart ache after that. Her mother died when she was 18 and her father died in battle when she was 21. There fore leaving her to rule, while a civil war was going on. She met Koron then who was a prince from Bajarma. He came for a meeting because he was an ally. There was an assassination attempt on her life and they faked her death. She ran away with Koron after that. They got married but that was not the end. Something happened in Bajarma land and Koron wasn't allowed back. So Miss and Koron went to become Immortals. However along the way Miss became pregnant and Koron changed. She lost the child and Koron in one swift swoop. The two didn't see each other for another 3000 years.
After Miss became immortal she founded the school of secrets to train people so she could take back her land. She founded the school in her family's old castle. There she met Atticus, Colin, and Issac. At first she just liked Atticus, and they fell in love, and she got pregnant with her children who are triplets. That was also the time that Koron came back. Everything got complicated after that. Atticus was one of Koron's sons, and Miss was still married and in love with Koron. Also at the time Colin fell in love with Miss, and Mariea who was just born. Also at this time Issac showed up, and became a councilor, and he got close to Miss and became her drinking buddy.
After Koron came back Miss' mom was released from her jeweled prison, and started recking havoc on the school, and Miss' brother escaped her conscious causing Miss to lose control of the souls in her body. Her brother Sir was eventually caught and killed by Koron. This is when Miss got close to Colin. He started giving her blood so that she could keep control but their relations ship didn't get physical till four years later after he became a teacher.
Now her children are 16. Her boys are off on a mission, and her daughter is attending her school. She is trying to figure out what is going on with Koron, and trying to keep her daughter away from Colin. She is also trying to figure out who she loves he most.

Friends:
Colin
Issac
Marumi
Neon

Best Magic: Light Magic
Worst Magic: Dark Magic

Stats:                Sealed     Unsealed
Magic Resistance:     60/100      maxed
Magic:                50/100      maxed
Defense:              60/100      maxed
Attack:               50/100      maxed
Energy:               70/100      maxed

IMPORTANT
When Miss' magic is unsealed she becomes very powerful, but the thing about it is, if she does this, lots of people will die, and Miss will probably die as well. Also she can fuse with sword.

Also The school, and the grounds react to Miss' emotions. When she is angry things start fly when she is upset the school turns dark, and things like that.

001. Real Name → Abigail
002. Nickname[s]→ Kyo, K.O., Abi, Miss, Abidoe
004. Male Or Female → Female
005. Elementary → Pinemedow, West Navarre, East Milton
006. Middle school → Brentwood, Woodlawn
007. High School → Navarre
008. Hair Color → dirty blonde
009. Long Or Short → short
010. Loud Or Quiet → Loud

011. Sweats Or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone Or Camera → Camera (
013. Health Freak → Sometimes
014. Drink Or Smoke? → No
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone? → I have a BF
016. Eat Or Drink? →drink
017. Piercings? → ears
018. Tattoos? → No.

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN...?
019. An Airplane → no
020. A Car Accident → no
021. A Fist Fight → Yes

FIRSTS:
022. First Piercing → ears
023. First Best Friend → Heather Baker
025. First Award → I don't remember
026. First Crush → Kindergarden
028. First Big Vacation → Disney

LASTS:
029. Last Person You Talked To →
030. Last Person You Texted →
031. Last Person You Watched A Movie With → grandmother
032. Last Food You Ate → taco
033. Last Movie You Watched → Avatar
034. Last Song You listened To → Amazed by Lonestar casue it is playing now. (I blame for this)
035. Last Thing You Bought → food
036. Last Person You Hugged → my cousins

FAVES:
037. Food → hot fries
038. Drinks → Dr.Pepper, Monster, Tea, Vanilla coke
039. Clothing → pants with lots of pockets
040. Book → Blue Blood Series
041. Music → Alternative
042. Flower → Rose
043. Colors → Black, white, orange
044. Movies → idk
045. Shoes → flip floops
046. Subjects → computer

IN THE PAST YEAR I...
047. [ ] Kissed In The Snow
048. [x] Celebrated Halloween
049. [x] Had Your Heart Broken
050. [x] Went Over The Minutes On Your Cell Phone
051. [x] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation
052. [ ] Came Outta The Closet
053. [ ] Gotten Pregnant
054. [ ] Had An Abortion
055. [X] Done Something You've Regretted
056. [ ] Broke A Promise
057. [X] Kept A Secret
058. [X] Pretended To Be Happy
059. [X] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life (2 people actually. And I hold them both close to my heart)
060. [X] Pretended To Be Sick
061. [ ] Left The Country
062. [x] Tried Something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
063. [x] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
064. [X] Ran A Mile
065. [X] Went To The Beach
066. [X] Stayed Single

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Nothing
068. Drinking → monster
069. Getting Ready To → draw
070. Listening To → Smile by Lonestar
071. Plans For Tomorrow/Today → I don't know
072. Waiting For → the chance to leave everything behind me

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want Kids? → yes I do
074. Want To Get Married? → yes
075. Careers in mind → Web Designer

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips Or Eyes → Eyes.
077. Shorter Or Taller? → taller
078. Romantic Or Spontaneous → Equal amount of both
079. Nice Stomach Or Nice Arms → both
080. Sensitive Or Loud → Sensitive.
081. Hookup Or Relationship → Relationship.
082. Troublemaker Or Hesitant → a little of both

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost Glasses/Contacts → yes
084. Ran Away From Home → yes
085. Held A Weapon, For Self Defense → yes
086. Killed Somebody → No.
087. Broken Someone's Heart → yes
088. Been Arrested → No.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Sometimes
091. Miracles → Sometimes
092. Love At First Sight → Sometimes
093. Heaven → yes
094. Santa Claus → only cause it gets me more presents at Christmas.
095. Sex On The First Date → No.
096. Kiss → yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now? → Yes. and and
098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life? → No. I want to be better, and somewhere else
099. Do You Believe In God → yes
100. Post As 100 Truths And Tag Ten People >>

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TAG: Colin, Dandy, Neon, Stephen, Jon, Tobi, Tayler, Chris, Don

You remember watching..

[x] Kenan and Kel
[x] Doug
[x] Ren & Stimpy
[x] Pinky and the Brain
[x] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
[x] Rockos modern Life
[ ] Animaniacs
[x] Gargoyles
[x] Hey Arnold
[x] Out of the Box
[x] Bear in the Big Blue House
[x] You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"
[x] You just can't resist finishing this . . ."In west Philadelphia born and raised..."

Total: 12

You remember:

[x] Step by Step
[x] Family Matters
[x] Dinosaurs
[x] Boy Meets World
[x] Full House
[x] You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
[x] You remember reading Goosebumps

Total: 7

When everything was settled by:

[x] rock paper scissors
[x] bubble gum bubble gum in a dish
[x] miss mary mack
[x] When kick ball was something you did everyday
[x] You used to listen to the radio all day long
[x] just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a Cassette tape.
[x] You remember Super Nintendos and Sega Genesis
[x] You remember The Original Game Boy
[x] You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos..

Total: 9

You remember watching:

[x] The Magic School Bus
[x] Wishbone
[x] Reading Rainbow
[x] Ghostwriter
[x] You remember when Yo-Yos were cool
[x] You remember those Where's Waldo books.
[x] You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers

Total: 7

You remember watching:

[x] Batman the Animated Series
[x] Aladdin
[x] Ninja Turtles
[ ] Ghost Busters
[x] You remember Ring Pops!
[x] If you remember when everything was "da BOMB!"
[x] You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
[x] Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them
[x] You played and/or collected Pogs
[x] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere you went

Total: 9

You watched the original cartoons of

[x] Rugrats
[x] Wild Thornberry's
[x] Power Rangers
[x] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand/Crayola

Total: 4

You collected

[x] Beanie Babies.
[x] Pokemon cards
[x] Carebears
[x] Silver dollars
[x] Everyone watched the WB
[x] When everybody knew all the pokemon by heart.
[x] When Digimon was still on
[x] If you even know what an original walkman is...
[x] you know the Macarena by heart
[x] "Talk to the hand"
[x] You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary.
[x] Before the MySpace frenzy
[x] Before the Internet & text messaging.
[x] Before Sidekicks & iPods
[x] Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360
[x] Back before XBox period
[x] Before Spongebob
[x] When light up sneakers were cool.
[x] When you bought VHS tapes, not DVDs
[x] When gas was $0.95 a gallon.
[x] When we recorded stuff on VCR
[x] You had slap bracelets!
[x] You actually played outside until it was dark!
[x] Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear...
[x] Post this if you smiled at least more than 5 times
[x] And if you remember at least half the stuff on here

Total: 26

GRAND TOTAL : 74 out of 76

Woot!!!! I remember most of this stuff and I was born in 1992. But then again most of this played on into the early 2000's so.

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[] You own a credit card.
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[] You can vote in an election.
[X] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[x] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[X] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[x] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[X] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[x] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[X] You have been to the beach.
[X] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside 3 or more times a day.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL: 26

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1. Full Name: Abigail Louise Harrell

2. Male or Female: Female

3. Were you named after anyone? Great grandparents

4. Does your name mean anything?
Hebrew: Father Rejoicing
Urban Dictionary: A super-sweet girl. Extremely gorgeous and tons of fun. When you meet one you will want to be a huge part of her life but you would have to be very lucky for it to happen. An Abigail will stay on your mind forever so you will know when you meet one.

5. Nick names? Abi, K.O., Kyo, Abidoe

6. What do you think you look like? I think I look pretty. Punk with a touch of goth, and I unfortunately look like my dad

7. Date of Birth: October 30

8. Place of Birth and Current Location: Florida, Florida

9. Nationality: American Mutt

10. Astrological Sign: Scorpio

11. Chinese Astrological Sign: Monkey

12. Religion: Christian

13. Butter fryingf course

14. Political Position: I refuse

15. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? coffee

16. Hair and Eye Color: dirty blonde, green

17. Do you look like anyone famous: nope

18. What do you think you look like? A pretty person

19. Any Unusual Talents? Wouldn't you like to know.

20. Righty, Lefty or Ambidextrous? Ambidextrous to a point but mostly righty

21. Gay, Straight, Bi or Other? Straight

22. What do you do for a living? Music/Art/Student/Web Designer

23. What do you do for fun? Rp, Draw, web design, talk, music, swim

24.What are your favorite materials to work with? pencil and paper

25. What materials would you like to work with? pen

26. Have you met your Grandparents? Yes.

27.Boyfriend/Girlfriend? Yup. of 5 months now.

28.Crush? just Johny Depp

29.What celebrity would you date if you could? No one. I'm perfectly happy

30.Current worries: school, family, future, boyfriend, friends, art, my groups, my website

31.Favorite online guy or girl: my friend dandy

32.Favorite place to be: IN a small cottage in the middle of a forest next to a lake in the middle of nowhere with my boyfriend

33.Least favorite place to be: Here.

34.Do you burn or tan? tan

35.Ever break a bone? nope

36.What is your favorite cereal? fruit loops

37.Person you cry with: lately my boyfriend or Dandy, mostly alone though

38.Any Sisters? 4 step-sisters

39.Any Brothers? 1

40.Any Pets? 2 cats

41.An Illness? Bipolar, and some others.

42.A Pager? No.

43.A Personal Phone? Yeah

44.A Cell Phone? LG View

45.A visible birthmark? sometimes

46.A pool or hot tub? both

47.A Car? punch buggy

Describe your...

48.Personality: "A hyper candy muffin on steroids" "mother goose" "know-it-all" "bitch"

49.Driving? I think I'm fine

50.Clothing Style: Punk goth

51.Room: A loft style bed, no floor (you can't see it through my papers), and my drawings taped to my walls

52.What's missing: A diploma, a stable family, a life, my boyfriend, friends near me, school

53.School: I decent GPA excelling at anything but math

54.Bedtime: whenever

55.Relationship with your parents: Stained right now with my mom and absolutely terrible with my gene donor

56.Do you believe in yourself? Yes.

57.Do you believe in love at first sight? depends

58.Consider yourself a good listener? Yes.

59.Have a future dream that you would like to share? I want to be come a webdesigns, and own a business that ends up doing a lot of things. I want to publish books, manga and music, and become known for my web design skills, and to get better at art, marry, and have kids. At least 1 BOY!!!!!!!!!

60.Get along with your parents? My mom

61.Save your e-mail messages? sometimes

62.Pray? sometimes

63.Believe in Reincarnation? meh

64.Brush your teeth twice a day? yup

65.Like to talk on the phone? Skpe thank you and text.

66.Like to Eat? Yes, lots of different food. And I cook too.

67.Like to Exercise? yup

68.Like to Watch Sports? No.

69.Sing in the Car? yes

70.What is a Dream you have all the time? he he he nothing

71.Do you Dream in Color? yes

72.Do you have Nightmares? Yeah.

73.Sleep with a stuffed animal? Yup

74.Right next to you? my comp

75.On your favorite Coffee Cup: don't have one

76.On your Mouse Pad: nothing.

77.Your favorite flavor of Gum: winter green

78.Your favorite brand of Deodorant: secret

79.Your Dream Honeymoon Spot: Scott Land

80.Your Dream world: a place where I can be me

81.Hiding in your Closet: WHO TOLD YOU I HAD PEOPLE IN MY CLOSET!!!!!! NO YOU CAN"T HAVE THEM!!!!! GACKT AND SHINEE AND KYO SOHMA ARE ALL MINE!!!!! Colin you're next

82.Hiding under your Bed: nothing

83.The name of one of your closest friends: Kelsey, Tobi, Rocky, Mary, Ashley, Miki, Sarah, Dandy, Colin, Mike, Stephen, Chris, Christina, Amy, Amanda, Jon

84.Your Bad time of day: right after I wake up

85.Your Worst Fears: Everything going wrong at once and being alone.

86.What's the Weather Like? Humid , hot, and stormy

87. Your favorite Time of Year? Spring, summer, and fall

88.Your favorite Holiday: New Years

89.A Material Weakness: Drawing, My bassoon, and comp with internet

90.The weirdest food you like to eat: Spaghetti with sweet and sour sauce or fried eggs on burgers

91.At the top of your To-Do List: Finish my new web ayout

92.The Hardest Thing about Growing Up: Learning life

93.A Pet Peeve: people reading over my shoulder and teasing me, and breaking promises

94.Your Scariest Moment: Going into a band competitiona dn just letting everyone down

95.Your Attitude About Love: It can be forever, but you have to work at. Don't just take, take, take

96.The Funniest Thing or Most Desperate Thing you've ever done to get the attention of the opposite sex: Threatened to run away if they didn't tell me they love me.

97.The Worst Feeling in the World: Worthlessness, and being hated by the ones you love.

98.The Best Feeling in the World: Being loved

99.Who sent this to you?

100: 6 people you tag: Colin, Kelsey, Bad, Jon, Stephen, Taylor.

So I now have another delima that has actually been with me most of the summer. If you read my last journal you know my grandmother isn't doing to well, and actually she is worse than I thought. She can barely get out of bed, she can't talk real loud she sleeps most of the time, and she is supper cranky. None of that is good at all. So now it has come to my attention that my Aunt might have to quite all her jobs to come take care of my grandmother when school starts back cause I won't be there.

So here is my problem. I want to go back to my home city 45 minutes away and go to school and graduate my Senior year with all of my friends who I know and love, but for the past 17 years my grandmother has given me everything I have now and has done a lot for me and because of her fights with me my mom I hardly get to see her or anyone else in my family because they all live over here. I don't get to see my dad's side of the family except maybe every six months or so, sometimes longer, and I know they love me. I love them too. Not to mention I'm scared of my (not so) little brother who is hitting puberty, and threatens me every chance he gets. My mom says things are better over there but that's something i would have to see for myself, but if i go over there I might not get to come back. I really don't know what to do.

I want to be with you guys, my friends, but my family needs me. Ughhhhhhh.

So this is the worst summer ever to start the worst year of my life. It's suppose to be good but I highly doubt it. Here is why:

My summer started out ok. I was suppose to babysit every other week for a friend's sister and then spend the other week working for my grandmother. So the first week goes by and nothing happens. Then I get to my grandmother's and my mom comes over saying my step-dad is going to kill her and that she is going to divorce him and all that. So I have to quite my other job cause I have no way of getting over there. A week goes by of this and my grandmother gets really sick and has to go to the hospital. Things get really stressful then. She spends almost a week in there and then comes home and tensions rise. Everywhere I turn someone is fighting and yelling and things like that. Then my mom and I come home one day my brother is crying and she leaves to go back home. And she tries to get me to go too. Mean while she has no job, no car, no nothing over, there and she doesn't divorce my step-dad. Nope, all the hard time and she stays with him. And she tries to bribe me and guilt trip me to go home. Isn't that wonderful? Telling me her step children love her more than I do. Yeah I know it's just peachy.

Mean while I'm over at my grandparent's house watching my cousins cleaning and earning $600 for the summer. Oh and I get to eat and go places and swim and stuff. I even open a checking account. I'm also trying not to go off the deep end and my boyfriend is cheering me up and I'm working on and things, and my website.

Then my boyfriend's birthday comes around and everything is going except he has summer school and all, and he wants to rp, so I say I'll rp with him, but he bes our other friend and she won't and he gets depressed for several days. So I try to cheer him up but every time I do something happens and he gets depressed again. Oh and my mom is still trying to guilt trip me and nobody will leave me alone and I can't rest and I keep getting sick.

So yesterday to cheer myself and my boyfriend up I upload some pics I had drawn and we both enjoy them, but then all of the sudden he gets depressed and asks me to remove them and I put two and two together.

So we start talking and I'm trying to figure out what is going on and I tell him what I'm going to do and what might happen and he over reacts and starts telling me things like he might leave if something specific happens and that would not be a good day for me.

So as if I don't get to talk to my bf enough I get a call today from my mom "Hey Abi I know you like texting your 'supposed' boyfriend  in Canada and I know he makes you happy, but I'm going to turn off your phone so you can't text him anymore unless you come over here cause it's just to expensive. Oh and I'm going to come get your hard earned money to pay my phone bill. Alright? I love you."

As if things couldn't get worse. I just want to go live in a cave until 2012 when the world ends and if it doesn't then I guess I'm going to be a hermit the rest of my life. I'm tired of it all and I just want it to end. Every time I start to get happy again someone has to bring me down about something and every one is trying to take something important to me. I hate it. I'm getting to the point where I don't have anything left, except my boyfriend and if he's gone well then it won't be happy day for me, and you guys might never see me on the internet again. You know what I'll become a nun. That's what I'll do.

So yeah That's my summer. I'll talk to you guys more later.